Pessimistic again...
Thursday, August 31, 2006 0 comments

another period of time had passed, since . In the end, nth has been achieved. wat is becuming of me?? Nth feels rite anymore... wana take da risk and break away...
did a survery outta myself.. :
-- stupid. compared 2 even da most average ppl, i cant compete them... no interests to share, no events or topics to relate, disscuss, and share, im too inknowlegdable. It's still tt i have no initiative and work attitude towards things in life, toooooo lazy to even find my thing. HAIZ~~~~~
-- no positive attributes. find myself in nowhere, not progressing but degrading... have no confidence, self-esteem, common-sense, initiative, no nth.. haiz feel so fucked up rite now. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-- bad attributes. selfishness, shyness, every-bad-attribute-ness. nth much in me, so left out, so unnoticed... dont even noe how to get attention from ppl... wat else is dere in me??

Dont feel like doing anything, but if i dont, den oso canot live lidat. i seriously nid counselling... and to find my thing... come to think of it, i feel myself as a damn lousy useless melancholic outcast.



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