ambivalence
Monday, December 11, 2006 0 comments

accepted christ. afta tt, then wat? wat is happening to me? the devil.. is it's jus me? omg, guess im becoming more of samson... NONONO. haiz... so many things to take care of... even during prayers i still cant feel GOD... ?!?! howeva, suddenly listen to those worship songs... suddenly so calm. ohmygosh... wad's wif me?
mebbe it's still becuz of my own worries... tips, anyone? cuz i dont think i can even hold on lidat. everytime see myself restrict from the others, *ugh* ... duno y i cant talk oso... true... so i should still jus try b more open.
or mebbe it's jus i nt used to being disciplined. nt willing to sacrifice some things for God... esp one of the 3 Gs mentioned... dont want to say lidat, but u'll noe. mebbe cuz i jus nid 2 b loved and to love, jus to haf tt person to help, serve, depend, trust... of jus to haf more frens which i currently unable to. still, tips anyone? pls help... *ugh*..



welcome =)

PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:
[#o1] Welcome to mah bloggy
[#o2] Do not rip anything off
[#o3] Whats here remains here
[#o4] Tag before you leave [puh-leaseeee?]
[#o5] No vulgarities [!@*&$^%]
[#o6] Leave if you're unhappy =(

the author


!Gerard!
!15 yrs!
!Virgo!
!Short... aww T.T!
!Stressed!
!~HOT~: FRIENDS!

GOALS/VISIONS

1> GCE 'o' lvls L1R5 <10
2> Learn until electric guitar!!SOW!
3> UNITE CLASS 4J'07 & FORM NEW FAMILY!!
4> Stay happy =)
5> Get off depression.
6> Get back my ABS!! =)
7> Caring for others, esp frens, love ya all!!

Self-motivation

1> Nvr give up!! Or u'll b sorry!!
2> Stay strong, 'keep holding on'!!
3> Stay faithful; it produces patience.
4> PLANPLANPLAN!! Hahaha
5> James 1:2~3 -> 'Various trials, faith -> patience'
6> Philippians 3:13~14 -> 'Forget past, reaching forward to future.'
7> Be sensitive to others!!
8> Live with discipline, self-control, and a shepherd's heart.

link xchnge

{:::*~All~*:::}

%Chruch%
Alton~
Clement~
WeiKiat~
YuChing~
%3J'o6, 4J'o7%
Carmen~
Clarence~
Ji Yuen~
Kailing~
Olivia~
PohEe~
Shu Feng~
Weiquan~
WingKi~
%2D'05%
ChinPing~
Daniel~
TingHui~
%Nice frenz%
HoYin~
Pauline~
Shauna~
%Family%
Mi Sis~
Minqi~
%Scouts%
Danny~
RuoHan~
ZiMing~


drop a tag



long time ago
February 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007

resources
designer: ambivalente
brushes: fm.net
lyrics: getty

Musix X'tras

~YeaH~